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Well I don't know about the truth of living
I don't know what songs they sang
But I only know the time that I have left
And either way the night is getting darker
And the sky is always on fire
And the curtains are drawn in the evening
And the blanket's a good place to hide
And the fires that I keep stoking well they catch everything else alight
Until the emptiness of the daytime
'Til the sorrowful goodbye
I keep going to the place where my demons got chased
Going to the place where I come second in the race
Going to the place where lives are saved
Well that's what they keep telling me anyway
And the shivering cold of the weekend
All the days that you ain't bulletproof
Well the season is turning faster than you know
Better fix the holes in the roof
Behold the falling star of fate's reveal
What else you gonna do but cry into your meal
I am assured the world is still turning
All the top brass tell me it's so
But as far as I know there ain't no place to go that feels like a home from home
All the second hands are broken and the chains invincible
But I keep going to the place where my demons got chased
Going to the place where I come second in the race
Going to the place where lives are saved
Well that's what they keep telling me anyway
All the rubbish you pour in the gutter
All the unhelpful noise that you make
Well it all goes to show that you ain't in the know
And it's not only hearts that break
And when the infinite comes calling will all your apologies be enough
I don't have the patience for faith
Never cared too much for the soul
But all the twisting roads and open doors
They start to just close and close
Is there a single spark in that silence
Is there a reason for you at all
'Til then walk on the path to oblivion
Shuffle onto that sorry stage
And perform once again for the voice in your head
As the idiots sharpen their blades
And at the curtain call of sunset I will trace what paths we have made
I keep going to the place where my demons got chased
Going to the place where I come second in the race
Going to the place where lives are saved
Well that's what they told me anyway
Well that's what they told me anyway
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2. |
After The Rain
03:46
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Hanging off a branch
Waiting for the avalanche
The snow is gonna fall
All we had to say
Sinking into the ashtray
The smouldering remains
And it's no good at all
Tall tales gonna fall
Feeling at the walls
Baby they're so small
And there ain't nothing to save when nothing remains
Blow a hole in your brain in the shape of yesterday
And if I stay I'm just gonna fade away
After the rain there was nothing to say
Waiting for the train
Impossible to concentrate
Thinking of your face
The deepest shades of grey
You cannot hope to walk away
The pain is going to stay
And it's no good at all
Flailing as I fall
Breaking all the laws
We've both done this all before
And there ain't nothing to save when nothing remains
Blow a hole in your brain in the shape of yesterday
And if I stay I'm just gonna fade away
After the rain there was nothing to say
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It's happening again
All that disappearing love that does me in
And oh the breaking of the ground beneath my feet
And the door at the end of your street
It's happening again
A crooked shake whenever I write your name
And all the futures that we planned in our ways
Like sun behind cloud they fade
And we were beautiful together
But we were intangible
And we were nothing but a natural disaster
Caught in the rapture
Don't come to me with your little words
That razor tongue will make the bubble burst
Don't ask for me in all the ways
That you can't handle and I can't take
And all the many faces that I wear are making it hard to care
It's happening again
All that disappearing love and fading friends
Is it all just a symptom of some disease
Or irresponsibility
And it's happening again
For the final time you better believe it
The wheels are busted and the engine's choking
And this time I don't think I'm joking with you
And we were beautiful together
But we were intangible
And we were nothing but a natural disaster
Gone everafter
Don't come to me with your little words
That razor tongue will make the bubble burst
Don't ask for me on all the days
That you can't handle and I can't wait
And all the many faces that I wear are making it hard to care
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Destiny can die in the weeds beneath my feet
I spin in place and whichever way I face
I walk to my defeat
Long county fair
Took a while to get there through the trees
But I daydreamed too long and then the thought was gone
Like a ghost that found release
And the wind will howl my name
And the moon will rise again
But in the end the dawn only brings defeat
Maybe I told you so
Maybe I will and maybe you won't
Maybe I planned it so
Maybe I will and maybe you won't
Spring early frost and calculate cost
Tip the scale
With you in my life like a rabbit in headlights
Only bound to fail
And the song will play again
And this foolish game we play will never end
But this I swear
The winning hand is always a pair
Maybe we'll plan to fold
Maybe I will and maybe you won't
Maybe we'll break that mould
Maybe I will and maybe you won't
If history's done anything it taught me well
Every excuse for living life recluse
Trapped under your spell
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5. |
A Machine For Living
03:19
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Sometimes goodbyes are the strangest
Fall down to the pavement in surprise
Sometime waiting by the bedside
Car-crashing the joyride every time
In the darkness of the evening
In the church's feedback cry
In the future slowly freezing
I hear my last goodbye
Blackbird singing in the morning
Front door open
Sirens in the sky
Come inside
Devastate the balance
Keep your distance from the twisting knife
When I lay it in the ground again
Save me from the fading light
In the void that's slowly opening
I hear my last goodbye
Sometimes goodbyes are the strangest
Fall down to the pavement and wanna die
Seems like all that we've been given
A broken machine for living life
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Glue
02:09
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We were so cold in the night
Biding our time in the cigarette light
Summer that stole us away
Playing the countdown in calendar days
Sinking like stones in the sand as we unmade our plans
Eyes close on flicking light and it sucks to be right
We're stuck like glue
Me and you
Stuck like glue
Nothing to do in the zoo of natural selection
Mother of God will you stay
How can I go home when you've gone away
Weep for the boats by the trail
Chained and alone with nowhere left to sail
But the fall
The curse
The empty goodbye
Father I tried
Spirit you walk by my side and save me from the sky
We're stuck like glue
Me and you
Stuck like you
Nothing to do in the zoo of natural selection
Like glue
Me and you
Stuck like you
We lucky two in the zoo of natural selection
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7. |
I Can Disappear
02:10
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Turn out the light
Let your laughter light the way
A million tiny candles in my brain
Pour out the drink
Come unstuck the remedy
Directed and drunk into my veins
You give me brains of dirt
Viscous liquid in my knees
Reach your shadow across my heart
Oh baby please
Sparkle eyed refrain that keeps me up for days
Push your tongue into your teeth and grind me out a melody
A heady thought into which I can disappear
What you call love is just fantasy
So why not live a fairytale with me
Come on up to the house
Leave your boots by the door
Well you won't be needing them no more
Flood me with your words
Cascade down my open sores
Wash me up onto your lovely shoes
Starry-eyed reveries
Impossibilities
Push your tongue into your teeth and grind me out a melody
A heady thought into which I can disappear
A heady thought into which I can disappear
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8. |
Queenie's Dead
02:09
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Queenie's dead
Gathered round her deathbed
Dearest friends
Edge-casing middlemen
So wipe the faceless from the street
And wipe the trespass tear-dropped cheek
Just been one of those weeks
Queenie's dead
Hell of a message sent
My old friend won't speak to me again
And I've done everything that they said
But fear the path that lies ahead
I just wanna go to bed
Queenie's dead
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Make Believe
03:09
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Hanging out on the barstools honey
We'd keep count but I'd lose track
At the bar in the railway station
I lean in
You lean back
Cracks in stone
The castle walls that we'd call home
So below as above
Would you confuse kindness for love
Sinking through the floor
Now we can't ignore
That you and me are both are getting older baby
You and me are taking it slower baby
You and me are make believe
It's only make believe
Showing up in the wrong location
Broken noses and bloodied hands
In the end there's no consolation
Cloudy skies
Unmade plans
Before your eyes a layer of dust upon your life
A guessing game that sounds the same
A bright red cross against your name
Sinking through the floor
Now we can't ignore
That you and me are both are getting older baby
You and me were a shower not a grower baby
You and me are make believe
It's only make believe
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10. |
Do I Love You
05:35
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Oh the night time comes around
Reverberating groundhog sound
Keeping time with this bottle and a glass that I found
And I'm back in the blues somehow
Genocidal candy clown
Dreaming up nightmares in the middle of a crowd
Oscar love curse that she had the worst
Drown in the well or die of the thirst
This way or no way
I don't know which is worse
In the morning your face at the window always scares me right back to my bed
Do I love you
Is that true
Do I love you girl
Yes I do
Swept my desk clean and poured it out
Half a lifetime of joy and doubt
Forbidden fruit crushed into jams that I give out
First is the worst and second's the best
Third's the elusive and golden princess
Under the spell of a soon to be static dress
Afternoons dying in Paris
And not a lost soul left to save
Do I love you
Is that true
Do I love you girl
Yes I do
That little streetlight's idle now
Broken down and hanging out
With nothing that's current all it can do is blackout
Every new moon I study that room
Search every corner but no sign of you
Close the door softly and slide back into my tomb
Do I love you
Is that true
Do I love you girl
Yes I do
Curled on a branch of the fig tree
Watching the purple turn black
Claw my way back from oblivion
It's you
My darling you
It's you
My darling you
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